to be completely honest, the start of this year was one of the hardest of my entire life. I had a complete breakdown with my anxiety, like a week long panic attack, was feeling the most lost and insecure and unsure of myself and my path that I’ve ever been. I knew I was meant for and wanted more, but I felt so stuck and no good enough and totally afraid. But the amazing thing is that God was really moving, and I continued to thank Him even in the fear and doubt and insecurity and uncertainty. An